Che Puteh

One of the hardest things about separation is the longing to be seeing the same face again.

One day you were okay to have let it go. The next day you’ll be crying buckets of wanting the same sight again.

Two days ago we were okay about letting our cat go to a new owner. Yesterday happened so fast that we somehow wished we could have turned it back.

Today, i cried while seeing my mom crying for have been missing the sight of our cat. It’s the longing that is hard.

Two years was not a short period.

Like it had seen me crying, breaking down over some crashed relationship and fake friendship, over the nights that i get scolded for coming back late and slept with me when i thought i was all alone.

I believe you are in safe hands. For how we have been taking care of you. I believe that they will do it better.

Che Puteh (In our care: 19 Jan 2018 - 6 July 2020)