A great big hug.

Ummi called me just now and she asked why I sounded quite upset. I told her I was upset because I couldn't buy the shoes that I want. She had already gave me enough money to buy it but I had to use the money for my program purpose and plus eating outside everyday for both lunch and dinner. I almost cried. My eyes were already welling up but then she said, "It's okay. If you really want it I can give the money to you first."

Mom being mom. Always being understanding. She knows I need it. Or more than that, she knows I want it. Now I feel like really crying. Next sem onwards, I don't want to stay in Samarahan during mid-sem break. I am just going to go back to KL and spend the rest of the mid-sem break with my family. This distance is really killing me.

I refused her offer. I need to wait and be patient at least. Everything happens with at least a reason. And God has a better plan ahead for me. For all is well.

My heartbeat.