Macam baru semalam aku tinggalkan Yaacob untuk ke sekolah baru. Macam baru semalam aku mendaftar di SESTA rasa pressure hari pertama sebab terpaksa main tukar-tukar kasut for the Ice Breaking Program. Macam semalam rasanya baru masuk 4 Ixora dan kenal dengan diorang. Macam semalam jugak baru masuk 5 Lilium rasa awkward tak kenal dengan siapa-siapa except for Shah, Din and the girls. Semuanya macam. Padahal dah 8 hari keluar dari SESTA. Dah 8 hari habis SPM. Dah 8 hari bergelar bekas budak SESTA and proudly announcing I am no longer a school student. Lepas ni dah boleh tengok movies 18 and above. Sounds so proud tapi bila tengok balik video Warkah Terakhir Allsenspires, terus meleleh. What Amanina?! Last day haritu tak meleleh pun.
Dan last day haritu aku gerak awal. Habis exam je terus gerak balik kelas. Kemas buku, cabut pembalut meja dan memujuk Chub yang menangis. Because it was our last day, aku ingat aku akan menangis bagai nak rak tetapi tidak. Tapi ada lah jugak sebak masa Cikgu Zulkarnain, our PK Hem delivered his last speech before we leave SESTA. Many cried but not me. I was just listening and sebak. We didn't shout Merdeka right after we went out of the examination hall but I can sense the happiness and gladness from each faces. Ummi and abah arrived few minutes after kitorang keluar dari Dewan. Sounds macam tengah buat karangan.
After all, I am no longer a school student. Bak kata Cikgu Izaheri (Who used to be my History teacher at SESTA), 'Tepat jam 3.31 petang tanggal 27 November 2012, awak semua bakal bergelar bekas murid SESTA.' Yes, we all have to face it. The reality of life that we are the ex-students of SESTA. SESTA is a memorable place that will keep us, the Allsenspires in the remembrance. And yes, SESTA is where the journey begins and memories remain in our heart.
8.23 a.m.
Nur Amanina
