Growing up part 2.

When people say that i look mature, i hardly believe what they say. Truth is i am still bias with some of the people that i met. Not in terms of class and money but the way people see and treat me. I do not believe in treating everyone the same way.

There are people who could comfort me with their presence, making me feel secure whenever they are with me. And then there are people who scare the hell out of me even when they look at me and knowing the fact of who they are (especially in term of age).

I know i shouldn't be bias to anyone or making a hideous assumption about them but i couldn't help myself by acting so badly (not smiling, acknowledging their presence et al.) I am scared that these kind people will take it in a different way whenever i act positively toward them.

The truth is i need to change. Everyone is just trying to be good to me. If i keep on acting this way. Then everyone will leave me. It's hard sometimes.