This week.

There were so many things happening to me this week that I wish to be home as soon as possible. You know that feeling when you feel weak on your knees and you just want to lay down and cry and sob.

I did it yesterday. I was at my weakest point and the only person that I could think of to pour out my heartfelt was Iman. I wanted to call Ummi and cry but I had called her in the evening. Hence it was very risky to be calling her since she may sense anthing qrong with me.

Iman became the fastest person to come across my mind as she lives only a few rooms away from me and because I know she could understand me and she knows how my situation was. Believe me her blanket was wet of my tears.

Then Iman made me listen to Sabar sang by Ismail Ezani and it shot me right in the heart because the song is so bait that it suited my situation. It made me cry even more but I was getting better after the seems-like-a-never-ending crying.

There were more things happening today anyway. But let's just hope that everything will get better and I will be bold and braver. Ameen.