Of ciken and ikan.

Mama called me this evening,

"Have you taken your dinner?"

"Not yet, someone else is cooking."

"What are you going to cook?"

"Chicken."

"No wonder my daughter becomes chubby whenever she comes back for semester break."

Mamaaaaaaa

Yes mama/ummi/mom/madre

So yeah, I eat ciken like for almost every single day. OMG WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MY DIET?! I feel bad to my body. About not being able to take care of it, consuming unhealthy fast foods. My body needs something healthy.

Last week, I was again, attacked by gastric and of course, ummi was mad at me because I didn't take a good care of my eating schedule. Last week was hectic and I felt like puking every single thing that I consumed. I wasn't feeling very good about it. You know the feeling that you get when you are not able to enjoy the food and it feels so bad that you just wish to cry all day long.

I cried anyways. And it was yesterday.

When I feel bad, I barely talk to people. I just wish to keep it to myself. By myself I mean it's either me, myself and I, or me, myself and Ummi or me, myself and instagram. Tsk. Go and hide behind the doors and sing along "Beginilah nasib diriku....". What a lame joke.

Anyways, remember the competition that I mentioned last time? The one the poster that I had been working on for the last two weeks? The Pereka one? We didn't get any award for that. But then.... we joined another competition this week which is Cabaran Inovasi Inklusif 2016 aaaaaannnnnnddddd....we won the Anugerah Khas Inovasi Terbaik award.

We didn't receive any rewards for that but the award itself, has totally made my day. So yeah, hard work is paid off.