Hello human,
How's life?
How's life?
How's life?
I caught a flu last two days and it was really bad. The last time I had a cold was last year and it was during my mid sem break. Hence, it was okay to get sick when I was in my break and particularly because I was at home. KL and flu. I guess, maybe it's the sudden change of weather. The last five days were unbearable. It was so hot and to be standing under the scorching sun and the unfunctional air-conditioner were torturing. And suddenly it was raining on Tuesday night and Allah knows how happy was I to be able to sleep comfortably.
Let's end the weather rant.
There was once when I thought that I would never reach a good understanding with my friends. There was once when I thought our mentality are not the same. I don't like this and they like it and vice versa. There was one moment that I do not know to whom should I return to. It felt so lonely for me to go through the days.
'Sometimes you can't explain what you see in a person. It's just the way they take you to a place where no one else can't.'
Read this on Twitter. I had once wanted to end the friendship, cut all the connections and never turn back again. But giving up is just not me. The more I wanted the run, the better I reached at the understanding level. I learn that there's a lot of give and take if you want to stay in a relationship. A relationship does not only mean the love between a girl and a boy. I'm talking about generally. I learn that there are times that you need to be alone to ease your mind. You do not have to be with your friends all the times.
Macam Zayn Malik perlukan ruang untuk bersendiri dengan cara tinggalkan One Direction, macam tulah mana-mana manusia pun. There are times you need to resolve your problems on your own. It took me four semesters to really get to know them. To be tolerating needs a lot of patience too. I even learnt about this from Abangah, my younger brother. Abangah comforts me all the times. Giving me all the advices and strengths I needed. Sometimes I feel he is more of an older brother than a younger brother.
Today, if I were to ask whether I still want to cut all the connections between my friends and I or not, my answer will be NO. A big and solid NO. I love them to bits albeit there are times when I'm mad with then and wanted to scold and yell but I couldn't because I don't know how and because they are my friends and who doesn't love their friends? If you happen to read this and happen to be standing in my shoes, be patient and pray constantly to God. Nobody knows what the future holds.
I now know that my friends are there for me when I'm sick, hungry, happy and all the times. It doesn't happen in a day or two. Just remember. You are not alone.
Macam Zayn Malik perlukan ruang untuk bersendiri dengan cara tinggalkan One Direction, macam tulah mana-mana manusia pun. There are times you need to resolve your problems on your own. It took me four semesters to really get to know them. To be tolerating needs a lot of patience too. I even learnt about this from Abangah, my younger brother. Abangah comforts me all the times. Giving me all the advices and strengths I needed. Sometimes I feel he is more of an older brother than a younger brother.
Today, if I were to ask whether I still want to cut all the connections between my friends and I or not, my answer will be NO. A big and solid NO. I love them to bits albeit there are times when I'm mad with then and wanted to scold and yell but I couldn't because I don't know how and because they are my friends and who doesn't love their friends? If you happen to read this and happen to be standing in my shoes, be patient and pray constantly to God. Nobody knows what the future holds.
I now know that my friends are there for me when I'm sick, hungry, happy and all the times. It doesn't happen in a day or two. Just remember. You are not alone.
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